Job vs. Dream

Because Jeff will be focusing on school for the next 4-5 years, it will be my turn to be the breadwinner. I'm completely fine with this notion and I'm actually looking forward to getting back into the working world. It was great to be with Tyler for the first year of his life, but it's time to switch gears. Plus, if (and most likely) Tyler is sent to a daycare, he's old enough now that he won't be as vulnerable to certain illnesses that could've affected him more as a newborn. During my job hunting this morning, an ad for a bass guitarist caught my attention, naturally. The ad said, "Bass guitarist for local Contemporary Christian band". Now...here's where things get tricky: I'd LOVE LOVE LOVE to be in a band, even if it were just a church worship band, because I truly miss the atmosphere, but what happens if the band were to, say, make it big? Would I follow my dream and leave a steady job behind? Or do I check out the band with a job already in the works and make the band gig a back-up? If the bass position gets filled next week, then I don't have a chance with them, but another chance may come up. I really feel like God wants me to do something musically because everytime I play, my heart goes nuts and my soul gets satisfied.

Any thoughts?

Happy Friday!