Faithful

Earlier tonight, Jeff and I took a look at our bank accounts (we still have one in Indiana) and saw our monies dwindling even further.  We have less than $1,000 and counting.  I've got one paycheck yet to be deposited, one on the way this week, and we have yet to file our taxes (which may only be about $2,000, if that).  I took a look at the job email from Emmanuel and there just aren't very many jobs on it that are in the Johnson City vicinity.  I am not quitting the Coalition (yet, but I'd like to not quit for a few years) because God's still doing awesome things for me there.  Jeff did turn in an application to Salsarita's when we were there earlier this evening, so that was good.  Tomorrow he's going to Carino's (whether or not he likes it) to apply.  I feel like I'm sliding back into that doubtful hole I spent a good two months in and I most certainly don't want to be there.  I'm going to spend some good time with God in fervent prayer over everything and let Him take it all.  It's all His anyway and I know He's the only One who can truly find us in this wonderful mess.  Please pray that I have Job's faith: no matter what the world, and even those I love, say, God is my one true love and He'll never leave me nor forsake me.  

I love you Papa, Jesus, and Sarayu.